My Baby My Angel

My Baby, My Angel

How can you fall in love with someone that you don’t even know, How can you give your life if is necessary for a little part of you growing in your belly. It was the most confusing day of my life, I had a lot of feelings fighting inside of me, I was nervous, scared, insecure, and afraid but at the same time happy and sentimental it was like having a blender machine inside of me. I didn’t realize that my life was going to change that day.

Went I tern 18 I find out that I was fighting with this terrible disease call Polycystic ovaries ‘The silence killer” the doctor told me that my case was advance and I had to try to have a baby because the longer I wait the worse it will be. They gave me until 25 to try having a baby. My husband and I were trying for more than a year but nothing happened, we were devastating and exhausted of trying with no positive result. I really think the pharmacy was getting rich with my salary because I used to busy 3 or 4 pregnancy text per month.

We were resigned to the idea off never becoming a mom or a dad. We just gave up and stop trying and left everything to the hands of God. I started focusing in my job and my school. When something is going to happened it will happened on its own time. When things don’t want to happen we just have to patient and wait. Life will always have its ups and downs, and we as adults will need to have the courage to accomplish them in their own ways.

In March 2013 I was having a lot of symptoms like dizziness, nauseas, headaches and my period was late. I told my husband, and he immediately went to the pharmacy and bought two pregnancy tests. I took the test and went to the bathroom, my husband looked at me and said; Relax baby everything will be fine, God is the only one who knows, if it is positive will be the happiest day of our lives but if not, then we just have to try harder and wait a little more. We wait for about 2 minutes and the two of them were negative. I was so disappointed and mad because I thought I never would have privileged to be a mother. Three months after I was still felling the same symptoms, my husband told me that it was all in my mind because I was dying for have a baby, but I knew there was something else so I decide to make an appointment from the doctor.

The morning of June 23 after several exams my husband and I received the news that we would be parents. We started to cry and hug each other, he kiss my belly I can’t even describe how happy we were, it was a unique moment. The doctor makes me a sonogram and I was 14 weeks pregnant and the baby it was gown good and healthy. We call our parents for celebrate the good news; it was definitely the best day of my life.

My belly was growing so fast and as the days past more in love we were with our baby. We stared to buy his clothes and fix his room but I dint knew that I was carrying a real angel. I was 6

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