I Lost My Baby

I lost my baby

Beatriz Velazquez

Keiser University

I lost my baby

At the dawn of a day of May 16, 2004, my life changed completely when I wake up in my bed, and I prepare to go to take a shower, I got scared of what I saw . I saw near me a puddle of blood on my white sheets. I screamed "mommy run something was wrong with my baby.". It is that I am expecting my first child!, I had eight months of pregnancy and could not accept what was happening to me. My mom runs towards my room very confused I did not know that was occurrence still. Already within it, along with my I can look your face also of fear, but she said, "don't feel afraid my girl all will be well" with tears on his cheeks. "Mom what is happening with me "? She hugs me and says, let's call an ambulance my girl do not be scared. Only 5 minutes passed, and I could already hear the sound so strong and persistent, already arrived.My mother says "only 5 min and already here don’t worry everything will be fine." She returned to tell the same thing but to me those were the longest 5min of my life. . you cant even imagine !

One of the nurses that was in the ambulance told me I had to be strong but it was simply to hard I was just so scared!! On the way to the hospital the doctor and the nurse, take me pulse, measured my pressure, but I only concerned about my baby. I kept asking "how is my baby"? Nobody responded my question they told me to calm down that evrything as going to be alright . In the hospital they began treating me when we arrived, a dozen people to my around, each one in there duties . I could see my mom between to of the doctors with her eyes full of tears looking at me with just a sad face . the doctor tells me we have to go to the operating room . he says "This you very fragile and lost much blood will try to save the life of your baby".

There is where my suffering began . I started crying and screaming "Please save my baby ", "please don’t let the baby die"!! At that time, I don't remember anything more until they wake me up in another room of the hospital. The doctors are also in the new room . My mother had a foot of the bed, the doctor was trying to wake up me up but is was impossible I was under the effect of the medicine they gave me to put me to sleep but as soon I can open my eyes look to my around looking for my baby, and cannot see it, I wanted to leave the bed but I was dizzy. Then my mom says to the doctor, "it is time to tell her " ? The doctor told me "You have to be strong; it is hard, but you have to be strong"

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